Hello everyone, it's 11:19 at this precise moment in time. AM. and I've been to my first liberal studies class where we learn- ways of knowing: friendship and love...ooh, doesn't that sound interesting? Well, I strolled into the lecture theatre that was kind of small. You know, what was weird was that my math diploma prep course in calgary was bigger than my class today...I'm not sure whether that's normal or not. It was not a lecture theatre for 400 students, more like 50 I think, okay maybe it was 100, but the class was like 40-50 people. So around the same size as my classes in high school, which was weird. Same with Japanese, the class sizes are small! Which is good, but a little weird. I like the fact that everyone's course schedule is different and the times are all scattered and all that fun stuff, but it's really weird.
TO be honest, I think I should have listened to my first feelings about this 'next year' that I was thinking about all last year. I had no intention of going to school or being a full time student. I was going to work, instead of being in debt, and I was then going to travel to Japan and such, doing internships and volunteering. You know, find out a little more about myself before spending a whole tone of money on something that I might not even like doing. I think I should have listened to it and not gone to school this year. But, it is indeed done now, and maybe I'll enjoy it. But I'm thinking, if I don't enjoy it and I don't come back next year- all this money that I borrowed so I could go to school, I'll have to pay it back which postpones yet again my dreams to travel.... :(( I hope this year will not be a mistake. I was wondering..if I don't like it here, can I drop out from the second semester.??? I don't know... should be interesting I suppose, to see how this year moves forward.
My next class, actually, my next 2 classes are theatre. In the same room, starting at 1 going on until 3, then my next class starts at 3 and goes until 4. Interesting. At least they're in the same building, in the same room. Ah, well...
Last night was interesting. I went to bed, wasn't homesick, and lay there and eventually fell asleep. I kept on waking up and turning over and going back to sleep, waking up because I'm too hot, kicking my duvet off and going back to sleep. Then I got so boiling hot that I had to actually get up and open the window in the middle of the night, only spirits and fairies know what time it was, and go back to bed. But it's weird, I think I was kind of sleep-walking-ish because I don't actually remember doing it, but I do, so I think I was still sort of sleeping, but kind of awake if you know what I mean. It was weird. Now that would be a cool class-- studying what levels of consciousness you are when you are awake and when you are asleep...ahaha!
Okay, well I'm probably should do something like look for the laundry now! i'm going upstairs!
I was about to say night-night haha but it's 11:31 now. I have to stay awake! It's almost lunch-time and then class time... :P
See you!!
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