Tuesday is usually quite a good day for me, same as Thursday, Friday, Saturday and Sunday. Monday and Wednesday's are my least favourite day, but, alas, today is Tuesday. And it also turned out to be a not-so-great day... :(
I put my alarm on for 10 am this morning, just in case. I still had homework I had to finish this morning, and I didn't want to get up any later. It ended up waking me up this morning, so I'm very glad I turned it on. I finished my Japanese homework, and finished reading Lysistrata. Then I helped my Korean friend with understanding one of her quite complicated media studies assignment, and I'm quite thankful I didn't sign up for that class. To be honest, I didn't even understand the assignment that well, but after I told her she should probably go ask her prof about it, I told her what I would do regarding the assignment- and luckily I think I was on the right track.
Japanese class was okay, I think I need to study harder, I keep forgetting certain hiragana characters and simple phrases. But overall, it's okay. So I've received my first 2 quizzes that I haven't gotten 100% on, and we had a quiz today that I didn't quite finish either.
I can't find the cast list for the theatre production for October, so I've given up looking for it. I'll ask one of my fellow theatre students about it tomorrow.
Now I've been trying to unlock my mind and write notes for Lysistrata. And I also only have 10 days to discover if I really want to stay in uni or not, if I want to travel and do my own thing for a while or stay at univeristy. Right now, it's been a month and almost a half and I'm just getting the feeling like this isn't for me. Right now, if I do what I want, I'll be coming home for Christmas with all my things, and then teaching skiing for the rest of the year- full time, then see if I can get in an intern program to Japan, if not, the keep applying until I do get in, meanwhile teaching skiing and do yoga training, earning money and doing stuff that I want to be doing without any of this university stuff. So many people have said to me that schools push university too much!! And even when I was a little girl, I did not want to go to univeristy right after high school anyway and yet here I am!! WHAT THE HECK?! Why don't I ever listen to myself...
Well, I'm talking to lots of people today and it's helping alot-- Thank you Uncle John and Nanu and Pappy and Mummy, and soon to be Lalaina and Daddy!! haha
Lots of Love
Heidi xx
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