Morning!!! (It's 6 minutes before afternoon now, so it still counts as morning!) Not a whole lot to update you on, but I'm going to the theatre tonight with Sam and she and I are super-duper excited! Well, it's mainly an adventure for our theatre 100 class but I love watching theatre, so I'm hoping to production will turn out awesome! It's also a different type of theatre than what I'm used to, all the amazing theatre productions I have seen have been spectacular and it's been paid-so all the actors, actresses, lighting etc etc get paid, while this theatre that I'm going to tonight is community theatre so all the actors and actresses, lighting, sound crews are all in there for fun :) I've heard there's quite a difference and it's still an amazing experience. I'm quite looking forward to that :)
Today I also booked a counseling session for October 25 (the earliest they had), so I'm going in and talking about what I want to do and what they're opinion is on my thoughts of leaving university etc etc. I've spoken to Corine about it and she also agrees with the majority. :D
I did have one person think it not a good idea to leave, I should give it a shot for the whole year- and I'm pretty sure my brother would vote for this too, they also used the word 'disappointed'. That, I did not like. I'm already a very easy person to feel guilty and I feel guilty all the time and at times when I shouldn't feel guilty, I do...but that word 'disappointed'....f***, this person is very important to me, I love them very much, and hearing that from them...hurt... Although, I've decided that they're very much out-weighed by everyone I've spoken to, and i'm still doing through with my plan to leave- it still hurt to hear that from someone that I respect and love. I care very much what this person thinks, this person has had a great impact on my life, and that word that they used 'disappointed' will stick with me, and I'm trying really hard to forget it---...Anyways, you get the idea- it hurt and it's definitely put a hole in my decision making, a small hole... :(
I don't want to be swayed again, I want to know my path and walk it confidently with no regrets.
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